babai 2008, surely i'll remember December 2008

wah.. awesome gila la. Bulan 12 ni rezeki murah betul,
mula2 gaji, pastu claim (masih NI klau di comparekan dgn opismate), then today bonus!!
mmg mahsyuk la. Alhamdulillah.

Seronok dpt kongsi rezeki sama mak abah, adik2, kengkawan n definitely utk diri sendiri. Tp byk2 pon kena berpada, kena simpan jugak sket. Dlm kepala dok pikir, spoiler for kesatria, new sunglasses, spa treatment, another jeans, baju keje. Yummylicious la. Hai betul2 bahagia bulan ni :)

Bday this year mmg different la, no more frens around but happily celebrated with my family coz the next day was hari raya raya haji. Dah tua rupenye den ni.. paling hampagas sekali kena kupas buah nyor nak buat pulut kt umah nek masa fetch dia. Hebat gak la 4 biji sy ngn ija berjaya kupas. Lambat sbb asyik sms ngn En. Ahmad, Ija bengang je hahha.

Time raya haji semua gathered kat rumah.. even rumah tgh renovate that time, tp syok je. Siap kena beli another comforter sbb dah x cukup tilam and toto. Pastu baby anjang ade, wah syok2 dpt kiss budak2. Cousin mmg hingar la, tp takpe, sbb rumah kita dah lama xde budak kecik since my cousin, Syirah. Syirah leh plak kasi kad bday, suoh sy bawak balik boypren, betul la budak2 skrg!

Pastu masuk opis tah bape hari je, g kusus, g outstesen, cuti lagi.Rasenye bulan ni 9 hari je dok opis. Patut la happy semacam je sy. G KL dis time...serunut sangat. Dating ngn En. Ahmad. G kenduwi ngn En Ahmad lalalalala. 3 kali tgk wayang ngn En Ahmad ahhhh keren bangat dong waduh2! Dlm 2 minggu ni je 5 movie dah sy nonton..mmg gila.Penat2 jugak tp berbaloi bagi sy cos after this jauh :(

Byk kenangan cerita memori indah bulan ni. Bahgia hati, skrg selera makan sy dah datang balik....hehehe. Sonok ar kuat makan ni, rase cergas sket, dulu x selera makan, i feel weeker. So semoga hari2 mendatang n tahun baru menjanjikan yg terbaik buat kita semua. Surely saya akan terus mengingati Disember tahun ini. Selamat datang tahun baru.

Ps:/ Sy suke kebetulan yg sy terpaksa outstesen weekend ni and early January.

7 Eleven.... Tag game lagi!

7 Fakta tentang anda:

1. merelease kan tension dgn memasak @ mencuci tandas
2. suke menyanyi terutamanya ketika di dalam bilik mandi
3. suke main dgn cousin2 (adik2 semua udah besar)
4. surf for evrything in the net
5. berjalan laju
6. suka buang masa jugak
7. pemalu (hahahah sebaliknye la)

7 Nama pangilan anda:
1. Syida
2. Noni
3. Syahida
4. Kak Ni
5. SyidaKadir
6. Maksutimah
7. Nor Syahida

7 perkara yang berharga:
1. Family
2. Kawan2
3. Sedara Mara
4. Karier
5. Kesihatan
6. Kasih Sayang
7. Harta

7 perkara yg menakutkan anda di dunia ni:

1. Air (takut lemas)
2. Mati (nak pulak when no one around)
3. Kematian org yg sy sayang
4. Kena Rogol
5. katak (amfibia-geli sebenarnye)
6. Terluka @ dipermainkan
7. kosong, sepi

7 Lagu yang punya kenangan @ memberi kesan mendalam pada anda:

1. Negaraku- saya sayangkan Malaysia
2. Fall for You (by 2ndhand Serenade , sy mengharapkan ade org akan fall for me and mean it)
3. Cuba (by Faizal Tahir)
4. Aku Cinta Padamu (by Ct nurhaliza- sbb lagu tu saya minat CT)
5. There's hope (by India Arie- whenever i felt down, lagu ni mampu motivate saya)
6. Unpretty (by TLC- we do thing to impress people that we do hate)
7. Beautiful (by Christina Aguilera, oh i feel beautiful bila nyanyi lagu ni)

7 Ayat yg kerap disebut oleh anda (saya tukar jd words):

1. "Wahhhh"
2. "Ntoh"
3. "Alaaaa"
4. "Seyes??"
5. "Oh My.."
6. "Weih"
7. "Chill la"


7 Perkara yg Buat anda berkecil hati(kurang 7 sbb sy selalu besar hati la :-D):
1. bos x igt nama saya
2. long x g konvo saya tp g konvo adik ipar dia
3. orang perli fizikal apperance saya (nk umpat takpe, jgn perli depan bleh x?)
4. ...
5. ...
6. ...
7. ...

7 cara memujuk anda (senang je, sy jarang merajuk la):

1. Say sorry like you mean it
2. cakap perkara positif
3. jangan tegur klau saya tengah temper
4. ubah topik cakap pasal benda lain
5. bagi saya space nak bersendiri jap (biasanye saya muhasabah blk time tuh)
6. buat saya senyum plzzz
7. jangan ungkit

7 perkara pertama anda:

1. saya anak perempuan dan cucu perempuan pertama (belah mak ar)
2. TNB - my first real job
3. Kesatria - boypren yg saya bawa ke mana2
4. Pertama kali rase ehem2 kat org iaitu dgn En. Ahmad :-)
5. Michael Owen- tahun 1998 buatkan saya minat ngn English football sblm ni sy penyokong kelab bolasepak Pahang je
6. My 1st period
7. looking fwd for my first real date

7 mangsa seterusnya yg harus di TAG:

1. May
2. Lanny
3. Kaki Bangkang
4. Bojol
5. Kid Kimi
6. Aniey
7. Sape2 rase nak di tag buat je...

Resolusi Evolusi 2009 tunggu saya!

So for the next two days, umur saya akan bertambah setahun lagi. Well saya bukan la jenis orang yg tertunggu2 kehadiran bday, and in fact kadang2 saya tak buat ape2 pon during that day. Pada saya cuma pertambahan setahun dari usia dan setahun jugaklah makin dekatnye kita dengan kematian kita.

Bulan ni saya kongsi bday dgn Britney Spears, Michael Owen, Frank Sinatra, Kim Basinger, Emily Dickinsen, Woddy Allen, Tyra Bank dan banyak lagi la. Tp bday saya senang je nak ingat pada sape yg suke history. The day Pearl Habour had been bombed! bila??Aiyaaa 7 December la, tak tau sejarah ke????

Tapi saya percaya dgn mengingati tarikh tuh, buatkan saya kembali alert. Back on track klau2 dah tersasar dari target @ cita2 dsb. Dalam 24 tahun saya hidup ni, is my existence has ever been a proud of someone or something? Yeah. I'm sure I am. Jadi dalam dok menkaji balik kebergunaan saya kat dunia ni, saya pon dgn semangatnye nak buat new year resolution and definitely akan mula skrg.

Saya tak mahu mencarut lagi (Ssh nk ubah bila menda jadi habit, tp sy pasti akan cuba)
Saya tak nak nyusahkan mak n abah saya
Saya akan terus mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat
Saya mahu kuat bekerja dan tak mahu berdalih2
Saya mahu sentiasa optimis,terus memotivasikan diri dan org sekeliling saya
Saya tak mahu bergosip (saya mmg x suka gosip, nak pulak bila saya dh penah jadi mangsa!)

Saya mahu terbang (saya masih belum pernah naik kapal terbang :-( sepanjang hidup)
Saya mahu cuba benda2 baru, berkenalan dgn ramai org
Saya nak manage financial saya betul2 (mana la tau kalau2 saya dah nak ehem2)
Saya mahu memberi bkn setkat menerima(skrg sy dh start kasi duit kt adik2 boleh la!)
Saya mahu terus menjadi miss indipendent (tp skrg sy cam selalu rely kt sorang kawan)
Dan yang paling penting saya nak terus menambahkan keimanan pada-Nya.


Ps:/ hadiah hari lahir paling bermakna dalam hidup saya ialah adanya orang di sekeliling yg sentiasa " are there for me, throuh joy and pain, nite and day". Hanya Allah yg boleh membayar jasa kalian. Shukran Kathiran, Jazakallahu Khayran.

HUJAN

kat luar hujan... muram suram sejuk..
I miss the sun
I miss my sunshine

ps:/ banyak betul perkara pelik berlaku bulan ni... harap bulan depan lebih indah, cerah, ceria

tolietries for men

curi2 update blog even tho bos around ni... so for men out there. Set ni cam bagus untuk dijadikan hantaran kepada sesiapa yg bakal berkahwin..ataupon utk dihadiahkan pada yg tersayang...

advert picture courtesy from http://liverpoolfc.tv

ps:/ masih berfikir gwyneth paltrow vs beyonce knowles (diamond vs white linen)....huh

The World Not Just Revolve Around Me!

Ida and Tania: You are the third team to complete The Amazing Race!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wah what a good feeling! Seriously I madly want they to win the race, but final 3 is totally awesome for these hot moms who never backpack from their crib. So they made it. As for me, I always really wanted to enter The Explorace, but dunno how to swim. Very unfortunate, by the time I start to learn several simple step in swimming, I've been transfered to Kuantan. The pools is yet here but CLOSED??

Forget bout it because today is my bad hair day. I woke up in the morning, felt like not going to the office, still forced my self. Start my Kesatria, smell something bad. Look everywhere around and gotcha, underneath the co-pilot seat, there's a water ingressed.

Go to Potong Serbis, have to left my car there for I dunno how many days. Luckily this weekend outages are canceled. My phone definitely rosak. " I can't hear you!". However after I sat at my table, I found peaceful. I got calm. Those motivated mail from a fren (u definetely know who) gimme a fresh tots.

So relief. I still kept the mail sent by netty " NEVER SAY U ARE UNLUCKY". Because the misserable we ever think we are, they are still unfortunate people out there. The world just not revolve around me. It just happen that sometimes Allah want to test me with those. To test how faith I am. .... Hasbunallahuwanikmalwakil

How lucky I am, because I can walk and run freely

PS:/ BTW to MISS TAEYONG, I'm bought the Inner Shine Berry because I want to kill with my eyes. hahahhaha (aku tak support Diana Danielle mahupun Nurul Shuhada Nurul Ain yang tak kapel dgn Dr Faiz tuh ok!)

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ~ (Nov 22 - Dec 21 )

Mary Xavier forwarded this thing to me. So far it's quite true. I believe it such a criminal to blog during office hour, but seriously without project in hand, I fell so bored! Let check this out

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ~ (Nov 22 - Dec 21 )

• Good-natured optimist. - saya self motivated walopon seringkali mudah mengalah
• Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome ). - sbb tuh saya suka imbau kenangan lama, saya cari lagu moffats sbb saya nak rase perasaan muda remaja tuh!
• Indulges self. - yess saya suka buat treatment kat diri sendiri. Cost n time effisyen
• Boastful. - saya percaya saya agak selfish. Saya pasti cari muka saya dulu dlm gambar beramai ok!
• Likes luxuries and gambling.- saya suka benda branded, tapi tak suke beli la
• Social and outgoing. - Saya boleh kategorikan diri sosial dgn org yg saya rase boleh saja. tp sy mmg easygoing
• Doesn't like responsibilities. - saya bertanggungjawab tp saya prefer klau sy di guide
• Often fantasizes. - mmm ni boleh disalahtafsirkan ok! Saya berfantasi ttg masa depan saya
• Impatient. - terburu2 tuh mmg sifat saya. Saya mudah temper klau x kena gaya
• Fun to be around. - ye ye ye betul!
• Having lots of friends. - masih betul, saya kawan ngn semua org. guard pon boleh jd kawan saya, pakcik makcik, nenek. Mak saya pon kawan saya
• Flirtatious. - saya x pandai menggoda. saya tunggu org goda saya, sbb tuh tak tergoda lagi
• Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. - ye mmg betul, saya tiada baju kecik2, baju saya loose belake. tp kat umah saya pakai la
• Beautiful inside and out - ini tiada komen, u decide la

Happy birthday to all Sagittarius Babes. Adios

comunication breakdown

Mula-mulanya saya ingat saya mengalami masalah pendengaran...
sakit telinga saya bila saya himpit telepon rapat-rapat dengan cuping..
cakap dgn mak, tetiba suara mak sayup2 je..oh nikmat mendengar sudah kena tarik ke?
kawan2 call pon mcm ade gangguan je...argh saya tak mau pekak di usia muda
baru teringat saya suka pasang radio kuat2 dalam kereta. Sebab tuh ke saya pekak??

La.... rupe-rupenya handphone saya yg breakdown, sengal sungguh! Tak dgr org cakap ape2. Penat aku dok helo, helo helo. Dah cam org tak siuman je.
Beli handphone baru takde dlm list shopping akhir tahun ni... Tp nak wat camne tepon saya rosak! Baiki je lah, ni la sbb utama saya tak suke telepon jenama Nor Kiah ni. Sensitif sangat!

PS:/ sebenarnye budget saya ade tapi utk beli t-shirt liverpool fc for ladies, ala yg gambar angsa tuh. Plus nak tambah LFC merchandise dlm kesatria saya la.

HEELS VS BOOTS

I'm not a big fan of shoes. I don't really have that much. But I do have shoes for different occassion, different needs i.e sport shoes, safety boots, heels for dinner, heels for office purpose, slipper, sandals.

Time passed by, I start wearing heels during my final year in Uni. Of course for a Function, not to the class- (gi kelas saya pakai selipar jepun, and ade org kate selipar toilet). But now I really prefer the heelies. At least I thought I increase my height by 2 or 3 inches. People won't really "look down" on me.

But boots are essential to the sites. Becoz i adhere to safety policy, I must wear it whenever I go to site. For GOD sake, I only obey to the rule at the beginning of my career. But seriously, safety boots protect ourself whilst heelies only causes pain. Yeah yeah not to forget the beauty part ok!

Like it or not, I have to wear both. Luckily I can run with both (tapi berlari-lari anak la)

Noted: Gambar sekadar ilustrasi, tapi sepatu saya dua2 warna hitam. dan kompani saya tak pernah kasi saya safety shoes lagi. Oleh itu, saya pakai yg masa uni punye.

Happy Anniversary My Dear PEP 30

Wahhhhaaaaa, esok genapla setahun aku dlm dis company. Rasenye perkataan anniversary tu cam x bape seswai, tp bcoz sayut dah start ckp anniversary, aku pon terikut2 menggunakannya. Cepat betul masa berlalu So I start with this picture, this is during my orientation at ILSAS. Not knowing each other and helf a very indeed semangat nak bekerja.

I lurve this one. Lama jugak jadi desktop background aku. Time OB. Met all those crazy peoples, yet make me cherish the friendship most. OB byk bukak mata aku to Allah, to life, to people, to family, to company. Like almost everything la

Ini plak, time convocation. Ade plak org ckp aku pakai suit cam peguam. No way ok! hahaha. Igt lagi time tuh sape ntah mamat kerempeng tinggi2 tuh kata aku pakai make up tebal. Sorry ok, I'm not even wear a foundation pon, just the powder, blush and shadow wahhh plus the lip balm bukan lipstick ok!

Team building: Paintball game..Tuhan je tau perasaan masa tuh.. Someone's wife start buat muka. Salam aku pon tak ingin. Tp ini besh, team sama ngn bos yang telah menembak team sendiri. WTF!

Last but not least. Latest picture taken before my immediate buat aku punye evaluation.. aku jdi inventory girl je dat time n scrap all those unwanted paper. Ikut hati aku semua unwanted hahahah.

So.. I do cherish all those moments. Masa betul2 mendewasakan. Tak sabar nak dapat confirmation letter. Tak dapat nak bayangkan how proud my parent would be later on.

TQ to people behind this success especially Pn Ramlah, En. Juzaini (for the termendous interview), Syazwan (sbb tlg amikkan offer letter aku), My Uniten frens, Pn Razana, Kak Syakila,

Tahanian : Sayut, Zaidi, Bojol, Ajiz, Rudy, Apiz, Syuk, Jebat, Acop, Yati, Sharmila n of coz Jaz.

Officemate for always helping yet taichi gak sometime: ZulA, ZulD, Razman, RosilJo, Boy, Ezairi, Yasir, Ros, K Rin, K Mahani (for claim hahaha), K. Fauziah, K Ita, Lan (walopon kejap, i know u r the best), My Fav Technician: Aziz Tuk, Mohit (sbb perli aku tak kan technician nak ajar engineer semua benda), En Syed, Mahyudin, n all la penat la nak ingat nama. Not to forget my big bos for alway forgetting me in the meeting, forget to introduce me to the guess, forget to put my name in the list of project.

Walaupon ajaran or pertolongan yg kecil, Seriously I do appreciate.

kecik ati saya

Saya tak berkira pasal kerja, Saya bersyukur sebab yayasan, saya mampu belajar kat University yg kos dia mmg tinggi la dibandingkan dengan UIA-IPTA yang saya dapat.

Saya berterima kasih jugak kat komponi sbb membantu perubatan mak saya. (Dialisis 3 kali seminggu , well satu sesi kosnye RM120).

Saya membesar dalam warga komponi ni, ayah saya, pakcik saya, arwah tok saya ..(not to mention sedara2 saya yang lain)..

Saya rasa saya kerja kuat, tapi saya rasa bos saya tak pikir macam tuh..

Mungkin dia rase saya masih mentah, saya tak capable, saya tak competent.

Tp ape yg saya dapat ni buatkan saya kecik ati sangat.

Saya kerja malam, saya kerja weekend, saya kerja time cuti. Orang lain datang ke? Orang lain dah kawin, dah ade komitmen sendiri, ada anak2..

Saya takde kehidupan ke? takde keluarga ke? takde ibubapa ke?

Saya tak kisah... sbb saya rasa saya mmg gila kerja. Tapi mungkin tak cukup gila, tak cukup hebat, saya sedar saya bnyk kekurangan. Sbb saya cuma penyudah kerja2 org yang perlukan bantuan. Saya tugas2 khas..

Mungkin HR silap hantar saya ke sini. Saya lagi bagus duduk di keselamatan mungkin.

Pn Zuraidah sgt helpful masa tuh.. saya pon happy, tp saya ingat balik ke negeri saya lebih baik, rupenye saya dah biasa dgn Kuala Lumpur. Susah saya nak tinggalkan kebahgiaan saya tuh..

Naib Presiden bakal melawat tak lama lagi, saya cuma boleh jd diri saya .. terpencil, kerdil macam x ade ape2 la.

Saya tahu Allah ade plan yang lebih baik untuk saya. Mungkin ini turning point saya. sebelum ni saya takde guts nak mintak tukar, tp skrg Insyaallah, Saya dah kumpulkan tenaga. Insyaallah saya akan cuba untuk fikirkan diri saya pulak, dan bukan org lain lagi.

Kodak Moment - NONI

Ini NONI. Masa ni umur dia 3 atau 4 tahun kot.. Lupe plak nak tnye. Arwah tok kata dia punya pipi cam kuih pau. Hidung plak cam kuih koci. Wonder why semua makanan yg reflect those feautures.

Tp sekarang NONI dah semakin besar, dah pandai cari duit sendiri. Dah pon beli kete sendiri, dan dah tak comel lagi!.Pipi dah tersorong, hidong dah macam jambu air. Dah pandai melawan, dah pandai nak stress2.

Penat gila cari gambar NONI yang cute ni... last2 jumpe gambar ni je. Boleh la nak show off kat kawan tuh..Klau jumpe gambar NONI yg lain, well yang lebih cute x sabar nak cari. Tp rumah tgh renovate.

Ps:/ Kadang2 jadi kanak2 senang. Hidup ini memang ?@#$%.. Tapi esok kan masih ade

TAGGING GAME - sila response sesiapa yg saya tag ye

I’ve been tagged! Hell yeah I’m disclose all this because I tot it’s all over. My teenage era has ended. But to think about it and relate to others might be fun!

1) When first time you meet him/her?
Met him (actually notice him) in my English Class, Sem 1 … sweet smile ever, that’s Rizal. My first crush. Gila mengusha dia, sampai my final year! Opss and finally I got a chance to take a pic with him during convocation… no big deal, I’m over it! He’s a Chelsea supporter.

2) What do you feel?
Usha like a freak (paparazzo), frust bila dia couple ngn Siti (jgn marah ye ti). I am happy if he happy… Lucky me, never see them dating! The first person get to know this is Izma then Mimi then Wani.

3) What you feel right now?
I’m over it… It just a feeling masa mula2 nak kenal cinta. In fact it just a crush.

4) If your enemy do anything that you hate, what you will do first?
Buat muke la

5) Give 5 characters that have at you.....
a) Outspoken
b) Energetic (energetic orange that’s my car)
c) Hardworking
d) Easily Yield but Self Motivated
e) Kind

6) If he/her has broke your heart, what your action?
He won’t because NO him at all. Aku tunggu datang sendiri. Nak cari kang susah gak

7) What character you like toward him/her? (Ubah skit soalan ni jadi character that I look forward to- I use the same ok midah)
a) love me for who I am
b) Career oriented
c) physical fit
d) the one I love to talk with
e) Early bird (x suke laki bangun lambat, sbb aku pon lambat nnt semua lambat)

8) Who is the name of no.1?
Allah S.W.T – sama la masih ade iman ku ini

9) If your lover become your enemies, is it you will hate him/her?
I never confess with him my crush. In this blog is the first time ever. So he’s neither a friend nor enemy just a guy that I knew. And seriously, I’m over it and move on.

10) The most memorable thing he/her had done to you?
He did nothing. We aren’t that close.. oh maybe hati I berbunga2 time dia took my picture nak set dalam phone dia ..hahhaha poyo la. Sorry Rizal aku mmg syok gila time tuh

11) The most thing that he/her have said to you?
Liverpool looser kot.. ntah but he’s a chelse fan though.

12) To the person that always support to you?
I love you guys forever. Thank you for understanding

I’m going to tag Mimi, sayut, sharul Z, Lanny, netty and Ezairi. Layan kan aje… bos xde muahahhaha

Are we ready to change??

American have already proved it.

Will -i- am going to see it in our nation?

Citing kata2 dari sorang tokoh at my place (sebelumnya Pensyarah di UiTm Jengka)
" Kita tak ade hak untuk memilih bangsa apekah kita ni, tapi kita diberi akal untuk memilih agama kita.... Kalau kita selamanye pikir bangsa kita bangsa Melayu adalah mulia di seantero dunia, salahkah mereka yg dilahirkan dalam bangsa lain?? Selamanye kah kita ni mulia?? Ingat bangsa bukan pilihan tapi AGAMA adalah pilihan kita !" Takbir Allahuakbar


Ps:/ Michelle Obama skrg dah jadi style icon.. hebatlah

Project's Ladies

Here are the ladies of my office. There are seven of us out of 42 mates. I wonder who's the cutest .... I go for the green one!

ps:/ macam team Pelita manis je..

Sort, Set In Order, Shine, Standardise and Sustain could be troublesome especially to us project engineer (you know why). But believe me it is THERAPEUTICS.

Look for what we have in life

Being single is suck. That what i thought when i've been accused for having an affair with someone's husband. Office gossip surely make my life missreable yet tiring. Thankful to Allah, I still have friends around to consolidate and be very understandable all the times.

A very good friend of mine said that the best we could do is viewing the marriage as bad thing. " Sure or not???". Let put it this way, marriage is NOT a bad thing but being SINGLETINI at this time is preferrable. Why?

1. I can go wherever I want without asking permission first
2. I can watch football at Mamak in the middle of nite of course
3. I can use my money all I want
4. I don't bother someone is hungry at home
5. I don't have to remember any significant date yet not celebrating it
6. I can put extra effort in works
7. I can date
8. Feel free to be out of station and again hang out with frens
9. Still carrying a 'Miss' title, which make me feel young
10. Spare me some 'times' for myself

Well, I'm not saying that I don't want to get married but this is just not the time yet. In fact I'm now just reach my 24th years of alive. I do believe there's a good man out there and when the time is coming, I would be ready of course. After all, we are the one who determine our happiness.

'Look for what we don't have in life, we don't have anything. But if we look for what we have in life, the we have everything'.

Be thankful and cherish your life.